alcaponedudu, and Eduardo, I'm just here to say I'm still here, thinking of you every day,
missing Magle.dk, and feeling down about it, but having no way or good reason to use my computer.
Maybe not reading all my font allowed you the space to be so creative.
My television, given to me, is a Panasonic Cinematic Tau rear projection screen.
It cost over $5,400 when they were new in the 90's, the first 48" screens to sell in Ontario.
I got one of the last years of manufacture, 2008, and it will probably last the rest of my life.
Police and fireman raids. A physical assault against me in the store, another time urine thrown on me.
The new owner from Toronto coming to get me to take me away before the raids.
18 meth-heads living in one apartment, people living on the roof with hydro. I didn't know.
I always went out the front doors, not being near the rear entrances.
I could tell you more, but it's almost 1:00 at night and I still haven't had supper.
It's good to return.
The speakers across the bottom of the TV are really good, still fooling me with sound separation,
and sounds far from being just left or right.
I sit or lay in front of the TV so I hear it as loud as possible without bothering others.
The Tau name means the screen works with a computer.
I'm not really in a joking mood, actually, I'm not in any kind of musical or artistic mood,
but I have to ask you, as well as we know each other,
if I'm sitting here with a TV that's plugged into online, with free unlimited high speed online,
what TV program do you think I ended up watching if I'm not watching a DVD movie or TV episode,
free from the library? You'll never guess. The Antiques Roadshow. I love that show.
You see different people, all the old items from around the world are hand-made,
and you learn a lot about everything they talk about.
Not the British show though, they're too stuck up and stuck to each other.
I was singing out loud to myself, walking around today, jamming some tunes.
That felt good. I'm going to have to think about how I can tell you what happened,
and get back to playing guitar, something I haven't done in over three weeks.
Life is getting better, but I just want to make some noise.
I'm being given cards and addresses by musicians everywhere I go every day,
but I have to say I'm in no position to go out in public or endanger your safety,
creating some drama, when everyone else thinks I've been hiding.
I gotta go. This isn't good. I want to get it together here.
Oh! This kinda describes the activity of what has been going on around me.
I was going nuts. I felt like I was tightening up inside myself, my whole body.
The noise wasn't letting me sleep properly, even if I didn't notice it at first.
I went to buy a new tire and tube for my bike so I could get out of Welland,
more than just a nature trip, getting a $64 Continental tire for $34,
and spending $19.95 each for two puncture and thorn proof tubes.
After the first fire inspection, when a criminal called to create problems for me,
I decided to grab my bike and go for a ride to Port Colborne, not a big bike-hike,
just a ride to Nickel Beach, thinking I'll take a break from the drought and heatwave.
As I turned on the sidewalk to ride back, I had a big blowout with a big slash I couldn't repair.
It took over six hours to walk back, taking my time, having a nice night, no-one else out there.
I have to stress, if you saw me beside the lake, walking through the city,
walking through the Port Colborne marsh, walking along the canal and on field paths,
I didn't hear one mosquito or have any big bug bother me. I could sit anywhere.
Nature photographers now rush to a location if someone says they saw a frog.
I've only seen one, a photographer coming up to me to ask if I was there to see it.
That was in a public garden fountain by the upper Falls greenhouse floral display.
The bands that played in the Welland canal side stage?
A U2 clone band from Lewiston, New York.
A Taylor Swift imitator who broke down and did some audience requests.
A Tragically Hip clone band, and the Tragically Hip weren't good to start with.
A Garth Brooks tribute, who ended up doing some audience requests.
Yes, this Welland audience, hearing free music outside, shouts down most performers.
There was a Pink Floyd copy band before that.
A beautiful woman from Fiji came up to me and asked if she could take my picture in Niagara Falls.
I was taking a photo of my bike propped up against a weird tree at the lower garden,
just messing around in the shade,
so she took a couple of me with the bike and one standing up in front of the glass showcase.
This is the primal me.
Above the Falls, at the bottom of the escarpment where the first mansion and golf course was built on top,
the remains of old farm fields that Parks bought to tear down, making a park above the Falls, are still there.
For about a hundred feet, there is about six feet of raspberry bushes that grew up into the escarpment forest.
Growing in the shade, they just ripened when field raspberries have been sold out weeks ago.
I spent over a half hour eating until I wanted to stop, handfuls at a time. Nice.
It feels good to be typing to you, talking about the good times,
but wait until you hear what my last two weeks have been like.
Okay... I'll qualify that. Here's the night that started it.
In the social services Jubilee Apartments, eight stories high,
and the Gateway Apartments, 24 units, two weeks ago on a Friday night,
seven people died of a drug overdose, saying it was cut with fentanyl for the first time.
Two bodies were found floating in the canal by the floating stage.
A man committed suicide in the green space behind Jubilee Apartments.
Gateway is the building beside me and Jubilee is across the street.
This is an election year and people are getting angry.
Fathers and mothers stand outside those buildings,
saying we live here, we have children, you should get out of here.
okay.... okay.... considering this building is now closed for business,
after the plumbing pipe damage that occurred during the raid,
I don't have to be here to help Larry Saturday and Sunday, two days off,
so I better get something played on video... that I really like.