Its good that you have your own opinion and you stand by it, but, as Corno very eloquently put it, its one thing to firmly stand by your believe and a whole different thing to close yourself off from things that are not in sync with your belief.
You are however entitled to your opinion. I myself dont understand or like certain genres, like atonal music.
I also dont really understand what exactly you mean by sterile. I think classical music is very much like scores in a lot of aspects, and is often used as a score - for ballets, operas. I think it has just as much thrill, unexpectency, turns, suspence in a way.