Oh! I'm not in the same transcendental mood you are in, right now, thinking about you saying,
"he was actually doing it with his hands".
But as far as a "sacred object or act" or "mapping one experience on to another's experience",
I can feel it. I'm not calling it nerves as in being nervous, even if that's part of it,
but I'm always unsure before I'm onstage, unsure of myself and how I'm going to play,
and unsure of the sound, until the band gets going. Not lately, however.
If I wasn't feeling any nerves at all, I'd be just showing off or trying to play the same again.
Watching Jimi Hendrix, seeing him play a right-handed guitar upside-down,
made me decide to be left-handed myself, when I was playing my brothers and friends guitars right-handed.
Of course, they were right-handed guitars.
Seeing how Jimi got sounds by beating up his guitar, and how he held it up close to his eyes,
so he could set the volume and tone controls, as well as changing his effects and amp settings,
made me aware of the technology and how hard he worked to get all of his different sounds.
That's before I knew what a barre chord was.
What's with Austin, Texas, and music? You're saying defunct for the Armadillo World Headquarters,
but that live concert show is still on TV and still going strong.
A buy and sell store-owner friend got some music DVDs in, so he put one on.
It was a Willy Nelson birthday concert, with performers turning over for every song,
with different stars on at the same time.
When Leon Russell and Ray Charles were on together, playing a Willy Nelson song,
Leon started with a verse, and then Ray took over for the rest of the song,
and it showed Willy, just standing there, tears coming out of his eyes.
That also featured President Bill Clinton, walking out just to talk.
I could be jealous of Willy.
He got over close to Shania Twain, and starting harmonizing along,
and really got into hugging her after it was done.
I played a couple of the same Holiday Inns she did, around Huntsville.
It's strange what being the source of attention for a crowd can be.
There were times, after walking up onstage, and turning around to set my amp and effects up,
getting down on my haunches, you could sense the attention, and sometimes it quieted down.
Seeing people dancing, hearing people clapping, were easy ways to see how you were going over.
But making speeches, just standing up behind a microphone, showed me a whole new thing,
and my best lines came from stopping my theme of talking, and shouting out over the applause.
I haven't been in a band onstage for a long, long time,
but the next time, I'll be looking forward to being better onstage, with the audience.
I'm still thinking about you saying "mapping", and considering what a map can be,
I know I haven't made as deep a reply.
I could accuse you of being too right-handed, with your playing and thinking,
but I won't.
I guess all I can say is, if I'm feeling good about it after it's all sung and done,
that's as good as it can get for me, unless someone says free oriental food and diet cola.
I don't investigate with all the functions this domain allows,
but if you're from Texas, you have my sympathy for the record rainfalls and tornadoes,
down to the fire bug infestation. And let's not forget Galveston.
If you think my first reply to you was a beautiful story,
you inspired it.